Monday, September 17, 2012

EOY * sobs *

Hey... My Blog... haiz.. i have like so many depressing cases ): first thing first is that EOY ( End Of Year ) Examinations are just in 15 days time and counting down ... gosh i haven't even started my revision. The main reason why am i blogging after so long is because i promised myself to balance my time and blog as soon as i have the time.. well , my aim is to sleep at 11:30pm sharp so i can wake up early tomorrow for school.

Today is the 17 September 2012. A Monday , and it is oh so not in favour to my odds. Physical Education was the first two periods. And wow oh wow me. I'm surprised with an unexpected splinter after helping out with Mr Iskandar to help carrying the wooden goalposts for floorball , just 50 mins ago , my mother went to cut my skin out just to take that fcuking splinter out of my beautiful middle finger. Bleeding profusingly , but i like the feel of it.

Skipped Befrienders for a whole self study time with my babe Wei Ling but it didn't turn out well... got distracted a lot of times. Tomorrow she is dropping by my house again , and its time for seriousness. muting all cellphones and putting aside computer. I can't believe my dear Yuhan left for korea for 7 days because of family matters back in his homeland. Come to think of it , we are not going to have any contact with each other ( which makes me worry about his well being ). It was such a short notice.

Heard the airplane fly pass my house , i hope he is doing fine now.. come home soon dear.. and because of this i lose all concentration. I'm going to swear i have to pass my SA2 this semester including my hatred subjects. I'm almost done with geography notes and i left like... 8 more subjects =_= i wonder how am i going to survive this remaining week. just seriously , FML.

I think i'll stop here , wanna end on time so i can relax and wake up to reality before nightmares start hitting me hard and giving me sleepless nights once more time. Well , Jamie you bitch , stop daydreaming and start realising your surroundings already , Daydreaming time shall stop now.

TOO ALL STUDENTS INCLUDING MY BELOVED PCS JUNIORS , ALL THE BEST TO YOUR PSLE !! COME TO PRSS YA  * wink * DO WELL WORH!~~~~

XOXO ,
I Love You Blog(:

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Tuesday~ ~ ~

Its Tuesday! Exams are coming in less than 2 weeks!! Anyone prepared? I know i'm not fully prepared yet. My cough hasn't recovered ): . Today i left my FAM , ~Pokemon~ , i won't say the reason , but i really liked those times where i spent with them. I joined a new FAM called Pretentious i guess , not sure LAWL.

Tomorrow is a Wednesday alr :O than pretty soon its gna be FRIDAY FRIDAY<3 To be honest , i have nothing much to type this two days. its just typical.(: Ouh , and a huge welcome to the Pandas that arrived in singapore !!! I love pandas cuz they're so cool. Black , White and Asian. i wonder what happens if one of them puts on dye.. meh my imagination =.=

when i went home ,  i was thinking about class. I'm not certain if i should give History up for Geography or the other way round. Can't really make up my mind. Next week thursday is practical session. SA2 and competition betweeen the academic classes. we decided with zoe and hirdir's cupcake group. Mass production.  I hope everything is going to run smoothly.

Okay its kind of late now , still haven't pack my bags for classes tomorrow. Nightie Nights (:

Sunday, September 9, 2012

ByeBye Holidays * cry *

Its a sunday ): , that means holidays are over!!!!!!! NUOOO..... !!!!! Tomorrow is a monday alr , and wow LOL looks like everyone actually pushed their homework till today! Ouh , incase you guys play AsiaSoft games haha and it happens to be AuditionSEA Season4 , i would gladly like you to add me , ~Pichu~ , LOL yes i know its shocking but im THE ~Pichu~ from pokemon hahaha , or maybe my main account RawrAngels , for some. My twitter , @angelzxc

LOL i don't know why am i doing this but.... out of boredom maybe? I made a few mistakes today and i'm so so so sorry to my pokemon FAM. I really am a xmm -_-|| Okay so ... My fever is gone ( finally ) but i'm still coughing. Coughing like an idiot. Today we finally actually done the chinese video project , argh... so many NG's. I feel so irritated just by looking at the mistakes that we made , but we laughed at them too! Looks like everyone is falling sick in this Month of September. Wow , exams are nearing. And i found the reason to my sickness. The Haze. The haze nowadays here in Singapore ( i dont know where the heck which country is burning ) ,  is getting from bad to worst. Difficulty breathing.

I hope it rains though , but just thinking about the rain , my main came out with the two words " acid rain " LOL. environmetal friendly maybe? Okay its tiring just thinking about what to say.... haiz.. Just a goodbye to holidays , those having PSLE this year , GOOD LUCK :3 , okay lah , nights ^^

Thursday, September 6, 2012

What The ... Friday

First thing first. I'm not happy. I'm sick so i :
 - Lost my beetchy voice
- Lost my ability to laugh
- Headache
- aching all the way
- coughing so badly
- fainted ealier.

To be honest , i really hate to be sick on a holiday not a school day. Its seriously makes no sense. And now because i'm sick , my cousins can't come to grammy's house at all to keep me company. so screw the sickness of all days. i'm trying my best not to faint again lawl. Daddie dearest is taking me to see the doctor tonight. Hope its not past 9 because i wanna watch the channel 8 show that i'm so despo to watch :/

My brother is blasting JB's song. Yesh i am an anti fan of him but i love his songs. even though i don't really like Bieber and often tease him , i salute him. His songs are meaningful to me , every single album he releases , every song he composed , all has a meaning behind it. I'm glad that i still love his songs even though i'm more into Kpop now. Really appreciate the songs(:

So darn guilty. I'm sick and my lunch hasn't arrived. Sean told me he will wait for me to eat before he does , i thought he was kidding with me , but i didn't believe it that he was dead serious with me. I made him starve until now because of my lunch :/ i feel so bad. Sorry sweetie ): ouh , and both of us actually pranked Junfa today. Sean told him that i was kidnapped jokingly , didn't expect Junfa was that serious to believe him. Ran out of the house towards the MRT when he almost got banged down by a car. I feel twice as guilty after he called me. Awesomeness of my son that i have. caring and thoughtful. i learnt not to prank people like him because he is too vulnerable (:

Before i end of and get on with my gaming and resting , i wanna thank everyone that has been in there for all my life. caring and loving me throughout. i promise i won't let you guys down at all :3 ouh , and... i haven't done my homework LAWL so... GG to me tonight !

Loves <3

The Best Thursday

Tattoo. ( For All Heartbroken People )

Today was the greatest September Holiday. Thursday. Had fun in band today , learnt alot of new things. I'm just glad , that i am a band member. At least there , i finally found where i belong , where music grows and you can learn more about how it works. Music is in my veins , always will be. Band made me realize how discipline i can be , make me understand how music is important. I appreciate each and every instructor for every section , thank every seniors that guided us , the biggest thanks would be to both our Sirs , Mr Eddie and Mr Ian Lum. They help us with all we can , guided us , clear all of our questions. I'm just glad , really thankful to be in the PRSS Band Family.

That song by Jordin Sparks. Tattoo. Its worth listening to even though it was released in the year 2009. A very good vocalist. One of the best i listened to. I dedicate this song to all the heartbroken people , the brave ones that don't fear love. and to my ex. I appreciate whoever started music. whoever made sounds. I thank Jesus for making music exist.

I'm happy that Clarissa is back on AuditionSEA with me again! Miss her TTM. She quited it because it was boring and ditched me for her MapleStory , but i'm glad she came back and now came back to play with me heh heh. Her skills are rusty , but i think i'll coach her like the other stiffy's i'm coaching. Literally i can't wait for the Love Party to commence. Can't believe my dad is almost reaching the Max Ring. Jealous TTM.

Tonight will be another round with Sean. I'm glad he entered my life. Endured all pain with me. Nothing can tear us apart! Forever Oppa ShinYuHan Loves Song JiYeon. Hey sweetie? I wanna thank you for being my friend , to my Boy Best Friend , to my Boy Best Friend For Life and now my guy<3 I'll treasure you thats for sure^^

Okay , i'll end here. To everyone out there , Don't pick rocks anymore , Look closer and see who is the shining crystal you have been searching for. And DEFINITELY don't throw rocks at the crystals that have been there with you all this while. Bye(: LOVE YOU PEEPS ;P

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

A New Day . My New Start.

The September holidays are coming to an end ): and to be really honest , i'm not even prepared to have tests once the holidays are over... and as you know , my BFF , Sean , confessed to me didn't he? :3 well.. i accepted. He was so cute when he blush like theres no tomorrow for him. The look on his face when i hugged him from letting him get too crazy , i should've taken a photo of that. #regrettednotdoingit

He saved 2 lifes today. I'm so proud :3. He saved a puppy's life because the pup almost got run over by a car. Can't believe he risk his life for the cute thing. Now its in his house , staying with him<3. Secondly , he saved a lady's life during dinner. He was at the KTV lounge with his family when he met this drunk man outside holding a glass wine trying to attack her with the glass. He injured his right hand while doing so ): and all he can tell me is " Don't worry , I'm fine , as long as you're okay and that lady is safe , this cut means nothing to me. I may not be smiling as brightly on the inside , but i know , keeping you safe , making you smile is what brightens up my day. Thank you for being with me " thats when i cried.

He was so sweet to me. He didn't let me out of sight at all. I don't know why but he seems to be the one that will be in my life forever. Like what Jordin Spark's song was , Tattoo. I bet Sean is going to be a Tattoo in my life. Permanant. I'm glad we're together. I'm glad you're mine. You once told me , whoever was in love you will be luckiest girl in the world. And i teased you saying that you're thick skin and all. But now , I can agree with what you said. I'm the luckiest girl in the world. Thank you for loving me. <3

okay(: as promised i did post tonight. Tomorrow is a Thursday and its band day<3 i will have to treasure it hard because there will be no more of CCA after this holiday. I LOVE YOU BAND <3 Nights (:

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Sorry Peeps ):

Its been awhile since i posted.... Too busy :P with what? I'm not telling! Lately i'm trying to calm myself down because i just suffered a heartbreak , but i'm glad my best friend , Sean ( who said girls can't have a boy best friend =.= ) , he has been keeping me company all this while. appreciate you TTM :3

and those people that is confused right now , no this is a different sean that i mention on Instagram plz(: Well anyways that title of BoyBestFriendForever might expire soon.. because i received a text from him not long ago...


Hey Jamie? Yea.. I need to talk to you.. I know this is sudden but i can't see you getting hurt like this anymore. I'm willing to be there forever in your life if you would just let me. I can't bear to see you looking so gloomy whenever i asked you out for some Party time , you're hurting me too. Look , i can't promise you that i will solve all of the problems that you're suffering from now , but i can promise that you're not going to that alone anymore. Yes , i know i'm not better from you , but i am willing to make you smile no matter what is happening to you or to me. I hope you will reconsider me... I really want to spent my life with you , I just know you're the one. Don't let this affect our Friendship though. Okay... Smile for me alright?


To be honest , i didn't think he was joking. I re-read that message 10 times in a row and literally threw myself out of the bed trying to call him... I just found out that he is in the hospital because he injured his foot.. I'm blogging about this because SEAN , I WANT YOU TO KNOW , I'M GLAD I MET YOU :3 and yes . i'll consider :3. To.Be.Honest. I think i'm having butterflies in my stomach... gosh the sudden reaction change=.= September isn't really loving me much. On the 2nd , my toe nail broke and my mom gave me a bad news with a sacarstic face saying its dead._. ha , okay..

I'll end here(: will post tonight if possible! BUAI :3